Lost

There is no glamour or great philosophy in being lost..

There is no poetry or heart touching song in feeling lost..

Being lost is that state of mind when the eyes that stare back doesnt recongnize its owner

I knocked on all doors to find my way back..

People gave me directions that I couldn't comprehend

The world seemed like an allien land where even the familiar dint seem so anymore

It was dark.. it was misleading and it hurt both physically and mentally

The fine line between sanity and its foe hadn't seemed so thin before

Fear latched on to me like a leech in a muddy stream

I hadnt lost my path but my destination had vanished somehow..

i kept reaching out for a helping hand but I couldnt trust the ones extended

I dint know what to do, where to go or whom to believe.. trust had eluded me.. faith had left

The only thing to do was to sit by that one solid rock.. the rock of uncertainity and wait for the fog to lift

How strange is life.. so easy to find someone to share a laugh but noone around to share the tremblings..

That is when a voice whispered weak but yet strong..

hold on to yourself and hold on to your own.. god has given you things in twos to hold to each other.. this too shall pass.. 

and if it doesnt whispered my trembling heart?

Then wait some more... whispered the voice weak yet strong

If nothing or noone stays forever, why should fear or uncertainity?

If good things always end then thers no surety of the bad as well..

If every silver lining is on a dark cloud, then the dark cloud is wanted as well..

Just hold to yourself.. give yourself love and laughter and patience and kindness.. believe in what you have always believed... trust what you have always trusted and love who u have always loved...

I could feel the tremblings come down...

I looked over the fog and the gleaming castle wall and shiny golden piers seemed aglow..

it was just over the fog of my fear.. it was always there.. waiting for me to see it.. 

I, princess of the land who had waited for eternity to be saved had finally found my knight in shining armour.. my knight stared at me through the clear waters.. my knight extended that one hand of freedom and the other hand took it...

I walked free and brave.. walked towards the castle walls.. as I was a Princess and I was lost no more...